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矛盾的,勇敢的胆小鬼,压根一破小孩,希望十年的夸度,是自己的主宰

2008年9月27日星期六

无所遁形

无所遁形的被暴露在外面的伤口,觉得羞愧和残忍 投来的善意或非善意的目光中 我觉得无所遁形了 可怜我,同情我 不要,甚而有人如此看热闹般地总是打探 与她我似乎一点都不熟悉 我不知道为什么一席间 大家都知道了 于是我成为了弱者 我成为了众人口中那个很可怜的很值得同情的人 其实都没变 没人知道的时候我可以很肆意地做自己 相反,现在,我害怕让别人看出什么 看到脆弱 于是询问也号,想象也好 我多想抱着你们那些温暖我的朋友好好哭一场 多想多想就这么休息休息 不要再如此硬撑这 但是,突然 不知道是那里传了出去, 于是全世界都知道了我的那些所谓经历 我真的觉得很残忍,对我爱的人对我都是如此 手术那天门口 再如此焦急的时候 竟然有人频频问我,什么病阿,是不是会死阿 我多想骂,何其残忍

2008年9月21日星期日

LIFE GOES ON

Life goes on

Miss all of u too much during these special periodI'm sorry to let u know my difficulty or not.But,it is not all the sadness but hope.

Harry

how are you now?This is unknown.You always prevend us from hearing the bad news on your life.You got matt now,have you seen the video recorded by us?Don't worry. It's ok.Perhaps at first time when I heard that I tried to pretend that I am ok.But accompanyed by friends,especially from my mum,I know what i should do is to find the solution to the problem instead of those passive feelings. Take care and be with Matt.Miss u so much and love u

Rainie

We almost shared everything,it seems that we always tell each other the late news.OK,i miss you very much.We had plans.In the future,we promised we would do a lot of things we haven't tried.Don't say sorry to me as we have enough time.love u.

Jiang

I don't want to say anything to you.You're the only one that I worry much.Just to take good care. It is my wish. You know what i want to say. And trust me,at any time,you will not lose us. love u.

ROXY

I know your journey is around the corner.I just hope you will see the positive area of the thing.And a good start is to look forward.Miss u and love u. VinnaThough we have seen each other several times during these two months,I cannot get the right chance to care what you meet.In fact,we haven't a real talk till now.Everytime we meet each other,we hold the same thought that we don't want our time spoiled by those things.OK, we need a talk at any time.Love u.

M

We always meet.And what you give is beyond descripition.Only "forever" you can take from me.LOVE u. Zero Maydaywe had a specail time on wednesday.I don't know what to say.I am sorry to let you see that thing.I am thankful you are there at that time.Thanks,and love u.

JJ&CHAO&QIU

It is a change.Eventually I can restart my life not only for my mum but also those people who cares me much.LOVE U.It is a gift that gods give me.

wen

Wish you always happy! I love you forever.

Ok,TL,I miss u all very much.I hope we all be together someday.But even it is hard to find a right time that all us are available, I hope your guys all will be fine.Thanks,take care.

TL

TL